Juz wanna de-stress abit by typing this entry. Tml i will be gg solo on my new job function. Trying to use 平常心 to face this situation. Honestly, i dun hv chemistry wif my mentor & i hate to say he's using his own benchmark on me. He told me abt his own steep learning curve in the past & how he figured out many things by himself. Thou i noe he's trying to say he is alreadi better than the predecessor by gg thru' the steps wif me... but too bad, my memory seems to be failing here. I had to grasp wif the fact of my weakness in excel functions + the super manual steps needed to complete the process. Systems r numerous & this is the most i ever saw in any job i had! But he will tell me no need to jot down the steps, can 'play' wif the systems...but i dun hv the luxury of time! In short, this function is not my cup of tea...
Pissifying things today: Firstly, he bought to my attention some shit he haven resolve...that email was fr yday! He only rmbr to inf me today? Secondly, he din log-in the invoices & told me tis morning, end up i did OT to finish up. Thirdly, i decided to do a courtesty msn to ask if i could SOS him as last resort? But he actually threw back Q to ask wat i think? Probably it boils down to personality? He's probably better off in his PR skills as many ppl enjoy his accompany. But i certainly dun enjoy my learning path!
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