My smile returned, my tone brightened... from the moment i made a decision today. It's been weeks since i can bring on my smiles... there's only the word 'STRESS' written on my face daily.
Yup, i had decided to throw in the towel, no longer wish to force myself do a temp job which i dun enjoy. Unable to even utilise my strengths was my greatest disappointment. There's this helpless feeling. Maybe it's really all about managing stress & expectations. Tot the job was something worthwhile to try but only thru the training, i gathered it's probably not. While on the job training, the whole thing became clear to me. Besides the stock-filled pantry, there's nothing else to shout about!
I had tried my best and that's it. Hope that the man above will work out something better for me. Please let me stay healthy & give me back some 'fats' please...keke!

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hey babe! i hope everything's ok for u!! dun worie, 2009 will be a super good year with lotsa love, fun & joy in ur life... and oh.. LOTSA travel! take gd care & catch up soon!
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