Ramblings About New Job Scope...

Into the 2nd week of my training in new team now, thou i had settled down & able to chat wif my new team-mates...i'm still not adjusting well to my new job scope. How? It's a rush against time to learn as much as possible from my mentor, Evan bef he leave the Co. (12 working days left, sweat sweat!) Thou he is already very detailed & bring me thru' every step of the process but i'm still lost! I swear that i had already jot down the process but there's seriously too much for my brain!

How to overcome my phobia of swarming lots of Excel spreadsheets to scrutinise daily? If i can't handle this, it will be a big problem. The files are overwhemling till i've problem locating them in the correct folder. On top of the tedious processes, I'm expected to learn not one but at least 10 systems!

Thinking back, it was relatively more difficult to learn this function vs my previous function in FX team. Whenever i stopped by to chat wif my ex team-mates, I hope i could join them. I also miss calling my asia counterparties...speaking canto & hearing their voices does brighten my boring days. At least in FX team, everyone else will be able to help shld i face any prob. But in brokerage team, no one else know my function! This is the most tricky part...which means shld i go on leave, i dun hv peace of mind...arrrgh! Only consol is the more flexible hrs, hv the luxury of longer break & do not need to work on P.H.

I think i'm in a negative state & already fell sick in my 1st week...damm, the freezing cold air-con. Smarter tis week liao as i bought my power wind-breaker! Seems exaggerating...but better to be laugh at than freeze to death! At the moment, there's no way to navigate my situation & i can only strive to remember & understand as much as i can! Gambate!